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Friday, January 29, 2010

Even a machine has heart

This blog is meant for sharing ma thoughts and imaginations with you, and am expecting your valuable comments about it.



Some of the works are purely based on ma own life, and some are in a developing stage in ma mind, hopes that I can post it in coming months. I want to dedicate this blog to all ma valuable friends.



Hi friends this is ma first short story in life, may have a lot of mistakes, I am expecting your opinions and suggestions.


I don’t like to start with these words “This story is an imagined one”,
It’s a story of a “Robot” named “Robo 50”,

He can think like an ordinary man,
He has lot of errors (I mean he is not a perfect robot, but none is perfect),
He is a programmer in a famous company,
He is developed from the field of “Artificial intelligence”,
He has no heart,
He has only one friend named “veer”, a perfect human,
At last he is a “Machine”.
At the end of this story he will feel the existence of heart in his chest, so I like to call ma story with the title “Even a Machine Has Heart”.
I like to narrate this story through the ma eyes,

Time: 4.00 am

I opened ma eyes, ouch!! I got some pain in ma brain, some missions loaded in ma brain, the ordinary missions
Checking errors in a code of 1 lakh lines,
Attending thousands of calls,
Finishing some projects,
Programming for some common tasks.
Whoa lot of missions to be completed within 9-hrs, the work will start at 8.00 am, I just analyzed the missions and assign time to each tasks.

Time: 7.30 am
Oops it’s the time to go, the bus will arrive within seconds, I wear the pant and T shirt, got the signal from the bus, ran towards the bus and jumped into it.

Time: 7.55 am
Bus arrived at the office; I analyzed the missions and refreshed them. Now I am in front of another machine started the works one by one, at that time I got a wish from “veer” ,he is ma only friend and always seat near to me.


Time: 11.30am
Hey Robo we can have a tea veer said, sorry veer I have a lot of works to do,.
Continued ma work, all works completed it’s time 4.45 pm. After that ran towards the bus, yah it’s there, time to go home.


Time: 5.59 pm
I made some numerical calculations in ma brain, yeppiiiii it’s over.


Time: 6.00 pm
I got some pain ma brain and lay on bed, slowly closed ma eyes.
Next day…………


Time: 4.00 am
I just open ma eyes, the same routine, the same missions, but it was a special day to me,

It was the precious day in ma life, the day on which I realized I have a heart,
Day at which I behave like a perfect human,
The day at which I spend lot of ma time with a human
The day of ma death, the day at which I feel the beautiful emotion in the human life,
The one passion which change every nonhuman to human “Love”.


Time: 8.00 am
Started ma works, analyzed each missions. At that moment I got some impulse or signal in ma head, eyes get attracted towards one point, whooooo now I can see pair or beautiful eyes god created ever.
Where are you looking man?, Veer said
Who is that veer? She is interrupting ma work, I said
It’s our new team leader our boss “varsha”, veer said
Gosh our leader!!!!!!!!! , the one who control ma life, the one who command me, I whispered.
I take a look at ma watch; whoa I lost 1 minute 10 seconds and 15 milliseconds, god I want to restart ma work now.


Time: 10.00 am
I can’t control ma brain and eyes, I want to refresh ma brain so I chose veer’s offer to take a walk, we walked through the fresh air.
Veer, I think I am in a hang stage can’t do anything, her eyes are haunting me, gosh I am in a critical situation help me please veeru?
Veer analyzed me and said, yah veer you have got some serious problems, I am thinking that you are fallen in love with “varsha”. Veer said
No,no,no it’s impossible I am a machine, I don’t know nothing about such a emotion, I said.
Love has no definition you are in love Mr.Robo, veer said
Is varsha a machine? I asked.
No, she is a pure human. Veer said
Gosh it’s about 11.00am, lot of works, I ran towards to ma seat.


Time: 11.00am
I restarted ma work again, but cant concentrate on ma work, she is still interrupting ma work, still looking at her eyes, this time I am captured, she smiled and walked towards me and introduced herself and give her hands to me, I just smiled and said Robo 50.
I think you have got some problems in your brain, you have 6 hrs remaining, lots of works are there to complete, think that you can’t do that today, she said
God dam, only 6 hrs i restarted ma work.

Time: 11.30am
The same emotions happened again, I can’t control ma emotions,
Dam i stood up there, and walked towards her cabin,
Hey Robo where are you going man? Veer said
I didn’t answer.


Time: 11.35am
Mam may I?
Yes Mr. Robo, come in
Mam I wanna tell it, your eyes are interrupting ma work, can’t do nothing, I think am fallen in love with you,
What the hell Mr.Robo, you are a machine, don’t have such human emotions,
I think that you are facing some technical problems; I will analyze it later, go to your seat Robo.


Time: 12.00pm
Now I didn’t touch the system, but start ma hidden camera and capture her photos, 100’s 1000’s 10000’s 100000’s of her photos and stored in ma hard disk, I followed her like a shadow, captured her every movements.
Yah she is right, I am a machine but I want to store her memories, it’s enough for ma remaining life, I wanna keep ma love towards her until ma destruction


Time: 5.00pm
Yep, it’s time to go, ran for the bus but she stopped me,
Mr.Robo we have to go to chamber room, she said.
Chamber room is the place where robots reformatted,
It will delete all the previous data, and Mr. Robo will become a new one within an hour,
Gosh, here comes ma death, good bye to ma sweet memories, I murmured.


Time: 7.00pm
I slowly opened ma eyes, can’t see nothing in the darkness but got some pain in ma chest, really I can feel some slight movements in ma chest, I can’t believe that got heart and some tears in ma cheek now I become a perfect human with a working heart,
A heart filled with love towards her, but…………


Between 5:15 and 6:55 pm
Varsha examined ma hard disk and found her photos, she came to the conclusion that Mr.Robo is serious about me, but he is a machine, a programmed ______, a waste, a slave who is under me, I can’t do that, I have to erase everything from his memories.


Here varsha succeeded in erasing everything from his memory but she can’t erase it from Robo’s heart, she couldn’t see the real love,
This story reveals even a machine has heart but……………….. None can see their heart.


I want to thank to ma all friends who inspired me to write and tolerate ma mad thoughts.

Special thanks to a Reyena who helped me to write and share ma emotions.

The most valuable classmates ‘s list is here : Benito,Anup,Anoop,Sajin,Navaneeth,Shinimol,Bincy,Achu,Reshmi,Deepthi,Sreethus,Sherin,Sinchu,Uma(CCSIT Thalikulam).

Other precious friends: Sheenu, Siny, jibin, Mahesh, Jojie, Jerry, Aneesh, Christo, Maneesha, Shanavas, sreerag (UUC).

At last thanks to Microsoft corp. for such a Marvelous tool Microsoft office.