She always liked to talk alone with me, she hated ma friends. She was always uncomfortable to talk with me in front of others, everyone was jealous about our relationship, but we didn’t say our love each other, but I know she can’t live a second without me,
One day I decided to tell what I feel about her, I chose the all Kerala University Fest celebration day for it, It was 7 days of celebration, I would get lot of time with her, I thought in ma mind
Celebration days
We talked everything under the sun, she always liked to place her head at ma shoulder, we spent lot of time in the garden and lonely class rooms, days passed I couldn’t control ma emotions, words were not enough to express ma love, so I decided to give her something different, I planned something in ma mind and waited for the grand festival ending ceremony.
7th day, Ending Ceremony
It was amazing day, I saw the future everywhere, the young, dynamic talents under an single umbrella, I see the pure life in every eyes, they were all enjoying the ceremony, Dance, Bharatha Natyam, Mohiniyattam, Kuchippudi, Drama……The ceremony ended with a grant party with an amazing DJ,
We danced together there
11 Pm
Me: I have a surprise for you
She: Ya, I have too.
I dragged her hands into the woods, we crossed a huge building, a river, and a beautiful garden, and I helped her to climb on the staircase of a huge building, and we reached on the top roof of the building, we sat there a long time, we saw the whole university from there, I saw the stars in the sky there, I could identify ma friends, they were dancing in the ground, she placed her head on ma shoulder,
She: It is beautiful; she pointed her fingers at the moon.
Me: Yah, It’s … I combed her hairs with ma fingers.. The gentle breeze flipped her hairs,
I took some deep breath, cleared ma throats, and I looked at her, she looked at me too, I couldn’t say word, I saw her green eyes, golden hairs, long necks, beautiful chain and….mmmmm her breast too, I slowly pushed ma head towards her and kissed her rosy lips, after seconds she kissed me too, I tasted her sweat, saliva, it was like an electric shock for me and I didn’t forget to touch her breast too, we kissed a long time, after some seconds I felt her tears, suddenly she pushed me back, she sat in the corner and I sat on the other corner, she wept a long time,
12.00 AM
I saw lot of balloons floating in the sky, the party ended…
Me: I am sorry
She: No Am sorry, actually I am with someone, I mean am in love with someone else, she didn’t look at me, she went away from the scene, after some minute I saw her on the ground, she waved her hand and said, “am sorry”
I spent the whole night in the ground, and write this line in ma mind
“During the first phase of love I lose ma eyes,
In the second phase I lose ma ears,
In the third phase I lose ma mind,
In the fourth phase I lose myself,
In the fifth phase of love I lose my selves,
In the last phase I was hanging on a tree”
