Amma

I wrote this story for ma friend, once he told me an unforgettable memory in his life, memory of his mother, I don’t want to break the surprise now, like all other stories I like to narrate this story through ma eyes…

Me: amma, can u tell me a story..
Amma: hmmm, you are not slept, its almost midnight
Me: I cant sleep maa, please tell a story…
Amma: Hmmm, Okey.. Once upon a time, there was lived two little mice, they lived happily, one day they fell into cream, the first mouse gave up suddenly, the second one who struggled in the whole night, and slowly the cream became butter and the second mouse escaped from it…

I was raised by mother, and I didn’t see ma father, but I always expected him in ma all birthdays and special occasion in ma life, we were lived in a small house, there was a huge river in front of our home, my mother she was an expert in catching fishes, and it was our source of income.

She is not educated, but she is good in mathematics and she can solve any problem in seconds, the only book she read was “Das Capital”, she always liked to read it night, she is not a communist, but she believed in the principles, so she loved to participate in every march conducted by communist party.

I can still remember the words she told me on ma 17th birthday…
“Kanna” don’t cheat any girl in your life, you have to eat with me at least once in a day, you can believe in anything, Hindu, Muslim, Christian…. But I have an advice to you, make your own beliefs and rules and follow through it, don’t be afraid of any others comments, bcoz everyone in this world has right to live in their own beliefs… from today am trusting you as ma soul…

So the story starts now, it was about 19 years ago, am 9 or 10 years old, ma home was my world,

Amma: Kanna, today is your birthday
Me: hiiiiiii, will father come today?
Amma: yah, he is busy.. mmmm..yah he will come, what you want today
Me: I need a Car
Amma: why you are always need car, there is a plenty of car in your room
Me: I need a new one
Amma: Ok,

Actually two cars are (toy) there, the other cars are damaged, and I want one more car to play hit and run, I love that game, I was dreaming all this in ma mind.

You know ma mother is an intelligent women, she knows I will ask for the car, so she took an old car from ma room and wrapped in a gift box,

Ammma: Kanna, take it, she gave me the present
I unwrapped the present, I doubted and checked in ma room, I just only found the one undamaged car, I couldn’t control ma emotions and tears, I just ran towards the river and threw in to the water,

I saw ma mother at the door, I know she was looking at me, I can see her tears in her cheeks and eyes.

I looked at the water; I saw some dark clouds in the water

Amma: Kanna, its about to rain, come inside
Me: no, I wont come
Amma: I am sorry, I will buy a big car for you
Me: I don’t want it,
Amma: Then what you want
I looked at the water
Amma: do you want that car

I didn’t say a yes, but suddenly she jumped into the water, I know she is good in swimming, especially she is good in swimming in under the water, slowly the rain started, breeze became wind and wind became storm, seconds changed to minutes, minutes changed to hours, I felt fear and guilty in ma heart, the sound is not coming through ma mouth, after seconds I cried, ma sound overpowered the thunder, ma neighbors they overhear ma cry, they jumped into the water, after seconds they dragged ma mother from the hands of death…, there was something in her hand, it was that car..

Now I know why did she do this to me, we have everything except money and relatives, ma mind was too tiny to understand her situation,
She was ready to give up anything for me, she didn’t have any fancy dream about me, like to became a doctor, engineer,…. She just want me to become a human, every job has its value, the only thing you need is to love that job, she said once..
After years I became a graduate, I went for Tile Job, Construction work, Loading and unloading…. Now I know she was right,

She didn’t ask me to stop drinking, maybe she knows one day I will stop it, she won’t sleep until I came to home, one day I asked her, amma, why don’t you stop me from doing wrong things, why don’t you warn me ?
Amma: you are not a machine, and you have to do all the wrong things in this age, otherwise you can’t learn anything from this life, do whatever you like, don’t be a coward in your life, this is the only thing I can give you, freedom to choose your own path, and I know you wont disappoint me.



Days flew away,

One day in December, she destroyed the only book she loved, and lit it in front of me, I didn’t ask the reason, she slowly reached near me and said “don’t live in a dream”, maybe she loose the trust in the book or maybe she realized that the world specified in the book won’t come.

On that day I received a letter from Kerala Police Dept, to join the training, I said this to ma mother, I didn’t see any happiness in her eyes, she was always like that, but she whispered these words in ma eyes,

Did you remember the story of the mice I told you ?
Me: yah
Amma: Do u know who the second mouse is? it’s your mother

End

Angel

have u seen an angel....have heard her song...have u got her love and care....did you see her wings....have u seen her eyes while she was lying... If your answer is no then this story would help you to understand her feelings and emotions....
It was a long night for me.... I can feel the pain on ma head, i dont knw what happened that night,,,,ma body became weak, on the next second i vomitted everything that i had on that day....the bus stopped....i ran out from the bus... Vomitted again, ma hands were shivering, ma body became yellowish....slowly i walked along the road...ma head was spinning...the lights from the vehicles dispersed on ma eyes....after some second i heard a huge thunder in the sky, a cold wind freezed ma body, suddenly the earth was blessed by the sky....i ran fastly to get a shelter, after seconds i stopped and vomitted in the road, and slowly sat under a huge tree.
The rain stopped, i walked slowly suddenly i felt something...something is following me,i just turned ma head, it was a women...her white saree was completely wet in the rain, she slowly approached me...
She; hi... am stuck here...am working in the daya hospital... Can u help me to reach there... I will arrange a car from there if u want...
Me; ya..okey...
we slowly walked together along the road, we didnt talk and look at each other..suddenly a car hit both of us, we both drowned to an unconcious state...when i regained ma concious state The women in saree was lying in her blood... I found a big cut marks on her bellies and head... Her breath was not stopped,, i slowly dragged her on ma shoulder..i didnt found a vehicle on the road... I slowly walked along the road carrying her on ma shoulder.. after seconds the rain started.. I ran fastly to the hospital... She was admitted to the intensive unit, i waited the whole night there, after minutes ma mind faded to an unconcious state... I heard some vague sounds and pictures, someone put an oxygen mask on ma nose... Slowly i walked into the dreams....
On the next day i found some stitches on ma shoulder, i slowly walked to the icu,
Me; hw is she
Doc: she is in comma... We cant say anything more..
Me; can i see her
Doc:who are u
Me;she is ma cousine
Doc; oh.. Okey... We are hopeless, her body was so weak... I dont know... Sometimes we like to believe in miracles..may be a song, or an event or an story or a name can bring her back,
Me; ok..
I enterd to the room, it was so cold there, i touched her hand,
i got a mobile when i searched her bag, and searched her fb and founded her likes and dislikes,
who are u , why are u here Someone asked from behind,
Me;I .. We were together yesterday... Some van hit both of us..
Aami; oh...you are the other person
how is your hand...
Me;am fine..whats her name..
Aami;liji....
Me; do she has any relatives..
Aami: no...she is an orphan
Me: whats she likes most
Aami: songs.. Stories...Jokes..movies...poems...loneliness..
Are u going to stay here...
Me:mmm.. Yah if u allow me..
Aami:please give me a call if u need anything......
I closely examined her, the only thing which is moving was her eyeballs, i know she loves the loneliness, so i decided to sit in the darkness, i spent long nights and days with her, i wished for tears from her eyes, but nothing happened...
One cold day in december;
I hummed a song what she liked most... 'mandhara cheppundo'... Suddenly her eyeballs moving stopped, i continued that song... I found a beautiful smile on that face, from that day i sing lot of songs without getting any suggestions, told lot of stories without getting any comments, said lot of jokes without getting a smile, i just continued these things in those long days and nights....
@one morning
I felt some pain on ma head and bellies, i can feel some fresh air, fresh lights from ma windows, i could feel the sound of fan revolving around ma head, after seconds i vomitted a yellowish liquid, suddenly ma room's door opened, someone carried ma head and said...
Are u allright, do u feel any pain on ur body...
I raised ma head, she has a beautiful smile on her face, sweet voice, and twinkling eyes... It was Liji, i discovered a stitch mark on her hand, ...
Liji; how do u feel nw, is there any pain on your head, you were in comma for 2 months, do u remember me, that night, we both hit by a van, and you.... She stopped
Am sorry,
i didnt say anything to her, she left from the room, i look at the stars through the windows, and wrote these lines on ma fb status,
'anyone can become an angel, may be she doesnt have wings, and long hairs,may be she doesnot have white skin and golden hairs, her eyes wont be green, may be she can meet you in a rain and save you from an accident, she may not be a great singer, but she can sing your favourite song, and may not be a good story teller, but can tell your favourite stories, like a silent guardian around you.........

First Kiss

She always liked to talk alone with me, she hated ma friends. She was always uncomfortable to talk with me in front of others, everyone was jealous about our relationship, but we didn’t say our love each other, but I know she can’t live a second without me,
One day I decided to tell what I feel about her, I chose the all Kerala University Fest celebration day for it, It was 7 days of celebration, I would get lot of time with her, I thought in ma mind
Celebration days
We talked everything under the sun, she always liked to place her head at ma shoulder, we spent lot of time in the garden and lonely class rooms, days passed I couldn’t control ma emotions, words were not enough to express ma love, so I decided to give her something different, I planned something in ma mind and waited for the grand festival ending ceremony.
7th day, Ending Ceremony
It was amazing day, I saw the future everywhere, the young, dynamic talents under an single umbrella, I see the pure life in every eyes, they were all enjoying the ceremony, Dance, Bharatha Natyam, Mohiniyattam, Kuchippudi, Drama……The ceremony ended with a grant party with an amazing DJ,
We danced together there



11 Pm
Me: I have a surprise for you
She: Ya, I have too.
I dragged her hands into the woods, we crossed a huge building, a river, and a beautiful garden, and I helped her to climb on the staircase of a huge building, and we reached on the top roof of the building, we sat there a long time, we saw the whole university from there, I saw the stars in the sky there, I could identify ma friends, they were dancing in the ground, she placed her head on ma shoulder,
She: It is beautiful; she pointed her fingers at the moon.
Me: Yah, It’s … I combed her hairs with ma fingers.. The gentle breeze flipped her hairs,
I took some deep breath, cleared ma throats, and I looked at her, she looked at me too, I couldn’t say word, I saw her green eyes, golden hairs, long necks, beautiful chain and….mmmmm her breast too, I slowly pushed ma head towards her and kissed her rosy lips, after seconds she kissed me too, I tasted her sweat, saliva, it was like an electric shock for me and I didn’t forget to touch her breast too, we kissed a long time, after some seconds I felt her tears, suddenly she pushed me back, she sat in the corner and I sat on the other corner, she wept a long time,
12.00 AM
I saw lot of balloons floating in the sky, the party ended…
Me: I am sorry
She: No Am sorry, actually I am with someone, I mean am in love with someone else, she didn’t look at me, she went away from the scene, after some minute I saw her on the ground, she waved her hand and said, “am sorry”
I spent the whole night in the ground, and write this line in ma mind
“During the first phase of love I lose ma eyes,
In the second phase I lose ma ears,
In the third phase I lose ma mind,
In the fourth phase I lose myself,
In the fifth phase of love I lose my selves,
In the last phase I was hanging on a tree”

Sajin P

I was always jealous about him, bcoz all the girls like to talk with him, he is smart, intelligent graduated in maths, with 97.5% score i think, cute, freak.... he is different, always wanted to impress the girls and always wanted to be a "Freaken",

He is an good asset for our class, good and graceful dancer, Our Chinna Dalapathi fan and wanted to show his abilities in front of all the girls around him, failed to express his important emotions to his heart, mind and heart of our thala(navaneeth) I mean the soul, they share most important secrets within themselves, I know something about it.... But i won’t discuss it now.
when i saw him first he was with our seniors, our senior girls were prettier and smarter and sexier(Oops ) than our girls, now he is talking with Anajana, our senior .. She has got good eyes and hairs, and sajin is breaking some joke with her, some times she touched his face with her fingers... After some days the number of girls around him got increased, most of the girls become a fan of him,
He always get help from the girls side, even in the case of projects and seminars,
some other things about him
* Dont like to make a debate especially with the girls
* always support a common decision
* dont like Groups
* dont understand a friends emotions(Especially girlfriend’s) …. This is my view point now

Every one is different, I just want to tell the first day through his eyes

This is the first day of ma college life, i just take ma newly branded jeans and put a casual t shirt.
Hmm, I looked at the mirror what the hell... is that hair of spring, I just look at ma biceps, mmmm
It's not heavy, hmmm am lean I wont become a freak in this life... Look at me....---ck
Amma, Appa Am going, late toda... Called Thala,

@ College
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My god, this is awsome... it was raining outside, god look at the girls, mmmm where do i start..

Dhanil: Hiii am dhanil,
me: ohhh, Sajin,
Dhanil: which subject?
Me: Maths, with 97.5 %
Dhanil: , ohh "Puli"

me: Hiii
Shinimol: Hii, am shinitha
me: Sajin, from kootanadu... You look awsome..
shini: , Thanks, and this is Raheena
Sajin: OH,, Hiii Raheena,
Raheena:

it's clouded here, i just got out the clas, my god Senoirs... wow they are awsome man, wow
look at that girl with glass, she is mazing and pretty..

Dhanil: Dont look at her,
me: Why.
Dhanil: she is already booked..
me: okey, i wanted to be a frien , thats all
Dhanil: No, No....
me: can i talk with the other one?
Dhanil: No, NO
Me: Why?
Dhanil: She is also booked
Me: Who
Dhanil: me...
me: then why you are here man,just go and talk with them
Dhanil: No No, I cant, am afraid
me: hmmmm, this is bad buddy
Dhanil: yah, I know...MMM

After some time i just entered to ma class room

I just started talking with shinimol, and she is impressed now, from shinimol i just talked raheena, sreedhus, dhanya, nisha..
hmmm, it was nice.. oh where is thala...?? there he is .. he is alone there.. i just waved him to come here, and again we both
talked everyone, it was an nice day for me..

Hmm, then i looked around, oh there is a man named Anup, he was calm and quiet and didnt say one word with me,
and Anoop, he is talking with another tall girl(sherin), actually i dont know her name, and vinod he is also calm there.
then i saw another boy with a beautiful girl in the class, wow she is nice, but she is not free now, she is busy with another boy
and they were discussing something quietly.

where is Dhanil, ohh he is standing outside and looking at the rain, why he is there, he is afrid to talk with girls, now he is
looking at some other girls constantly, Hmm, Come on yaar you can do it, just talk wit them
Then i saw Benito, he is busy with something else on his mobile, i think he is an good cricket fan...what he is doing there, why these boys
cant tlk with their classmates.. Hmmmmm

now the sky is clouded, there is no electicity in the class room ,am just talking with everyone in the class room.
Everyone in the class is happy, except "Dhanil, Benito, Anup, Vinod" I dont knonw why, some girls are planning for something, I cant hear them now
and i dont want to

Now everyone is ready for the race, it was the first day in ma class room, I just made some valuable girls as ma friends, I dont know anything about
the boys except thala, and i's time to go, me and Thala just went to Thalikulam Centre for the Bus.

@home 8.30 PM
*****
It was an amazing day, I got lot of friends in one day, I want to make some diffrent style tomorrow, I wish Mr.Dhanil, Vinod,Benito, Anup always be like that
until at the end of college days, and i wish I could talk with the senior girls and the prettiest girl in ma class, I just closed ma eyes and slowly drowned into sleep

Story of ma Running

If you want to run 6 KM daily without any effort and tiredness you should have a strong calf, tight belly, fit Thighs and good breathe control..
On that day when I joined the training I thought running is a simple and effortless thing, but on those days I realized it was the worst nightmare. Before telling my story you have to imagine ma physical appearance,
48 inch Belly, stout, lot of fats on ma thighs, cheeks, calf’s and weight is about 95-96 KG, when I entered into ma room all of the trainees were looking at me, some were gasping, some whispering and some were giggling , I know what they were thinking at that time..
At 4AM, A Rainy Day
The whole world is sleeping now, Every one was shivering in that cold morning, hmm we just wear the track suit for running, Suddenly we heard a sound ttttttention, everyone become silent, There was a pinpoint silent,
Trainer: I don’t know anyone’s name now, all of you are here for getting job, if any one don’t like the training section, please meet me personally and give me your resigning letter, Each day of our traing section starts with 6 KM Running, you have to reach the hill top (He pointed his fore finger to a hill, not a hill it was a mountain) in each day, there you will get food, water and a badge and should return the camp immediately, there will be no food for those who reached las in the hill top, and you cant come to the camp without the badge too, gentlemen this is the rule..
After a silence he whistled, suddenly everyone started running , all of them spread in different directions, I just thought it’s simple to me , after .5 KM I just feel some weights on ma legs, after some minutes got a pain on ma bellies, like something is locking on ma muscle, after that ma thighs and calfs got tired and stopped running, whoooooo… I cant breathe, I thought am gonna die here, all the world is spinning around me, I just sit on the road,
After some seconds I thought about the food and water, again I just started the running… I cant … I cant Do it.. I just walked fast, again run…walk…run…. I just combined.. I took 1 Hour to complete the task to reach the top, but none was there when I reach there, no food, water but there was a badge, I just wear it and run back to the camp, It took 1.30 Hrs to return the camp, ma hands are shivering, I cant taste any salt in ma seat.. ma body is dehydrated, when I reached at the camp all of them were taking rest, I just seated on ma box and poured some water to ma mouth, I thought there was a block between ma thoat and stomach.
This was the first day, I was bit confused , can I quit today, I just said myself..no..not this time.. if I quit today I will do the same for every test in ma life, so I have to stick with this..
Days passed, there was no improvement, I don’t know why, all these days I didn’t get proper food in day time, I just depended on water,
Hours changed to days, days changed to months, but I was not changed…
One night
Trainer: Hey Dhanil
Me: Hi Sir, Good Evening sir
Trainer: How was your training, ?
Me: Yah, It’s cool Sir, but am the last one every day, But am not so bad sir,
Trainer: yah I know, You are not bad, Do u know one thing, if your mind is not working, and your brain is not working or you are bit confused or you have some great pain in your heart or if you want to take some hard decisions in youe life, just wear your track suit and boot and run, not from to life but to the lives, definitely you will get the answer.

And you know one more thing, all of them in this company don’t possess what you have in you, can you tell me what that was?
Me: No
Trainer: all of them are running to the hill top is for getting food and water, But you don’t expect anything for what you have done, if they don’t get anything they won’t do anything, this is the curse of our force, But I know there will be some like you, that’s the only reason why our country is still moving in each day, so don’t worry about first and last positions, just do your duty, you are different, you are changed , you will get a delicious food tomorrow, especially for you…

On that day I didn’t sleep, I just thought about the delicious dishes … HmmmmI forgot the taste of salt, pepper, sugar…

Get up Get Up… There was a shouting … Get ready in 3 minutes…It was about 3.00 Am morning

Trainer: Okay, we have a long running today, about 12 KM, we have to reach the other side of hill ,and climb the second hill, on the destination you can see a flag, one of you have to take it and returned to the camp, and there wont be any food or water on the top, okey okey tie your shoes and get read gooooo.. He whistled…
I just start running normally, after 6 KM I found some of ma fellow mates stting on the road, after 8 KM some were talking and walking along the road, after 10 KM, some was lying on the ground, after 11 KM I saw it, none has touched it, the flag is swinging in the wind, I just sprinted to the destination, I thought am loosing ma breathes, but I didn’t stop, run run… and at last I just fall on the ground, and I took the flag in ma hands, then I thought about the delicious food , where is it?

After taking some steps I found a beautiful river, I removed ma shoes and kneel on the water, and poured some in ma mouth wowww… it’s so sweet, after sometimes I looked at ma face in the water, oh my god… there was no fatty cheeks, eyes were rolled in, and then I looked at ma thighs, calf’s, and bellies …woow they were strong..

I just placed the flag on ma back and ran back t the camp immediately, on that day I ddnt feel anything, I was not tired, I got good breath control, and I ddint feel any locks in ma muscles, when I reached there every one was waiting for me, this time the didn’t giggled, whispered, but they just clapped ,

May be these word were coming from ma heart or may be it was from the alcohol in ma belly, and am so sorry for every grammatical mistakes happened in this story, Thanks for reading ma story and this is Mr.Dhanil Das, Sigining Off

Story of ma Running

If you want to run 6 KM daily without any effort and tiredness you should have a strong calf, tight belly, fit Thighs and good breathe control..
On that day when I joined the training I thought running is a simple and effortless thing, but on those days I realized it was the worst nightmare. Before telling my story you have to imagine ma physical appearance,
48 inch Belly, stout, lot of fats on ma thighs, cheeks, calf’s and weight is about 95-96 KG, when I entered into ma room all of the trainees were looking at me, some were gasping, some whispering and some were giggling , I know what they were thinking at that time..
At 4AM, A Rainy Day
The whole world is sleeping now, Every one was shivering in that cold morning, hmm we just wear the track suit for running, Suddenly we heard a sound ttttttention, everyone become silent, There was a pinpoint silent,
Trainer: I don’t know anyone’s name now, all of you are here for getting job, if any one don’t like the training section, please meet me personally and give me your resigning letter, Each day of our traing section starts with 6 KM Running, you have to reach the hill top (He pointed his fore finger to a hill, not a hill it was a mountain) in each day, there you will get food, water and a badge and should return the camp immediately, there will be no food for those who reached las in the hill top, and you cant come to the camp without the badge too, gentlemen this is the rule..
After a silence he whistled, suddenly everyone started running , all of them spread in different directions, I just thought it’s simple to me , after .5 KM I just feel some weights on ma legs, after some minutes got a pain on ma bellies, like something is locking on ma muscle, after that ma thighs and calfs got tired and stopped running, whoooooo… I cant breathe, I thought am gonna die here, all the world is spinning around me, I just sit on the road,
After some seconds I thought about the food and water, again I just started the running… I cant … I cant Do it.. I just walked fast, again run…walk…run…. I just combined.. I took 1 Hour to complete the task to reach the top, but none was there when I reach there, no food, water but there was a badge, I just wear it and run back to the camp, It took 1.30 Hrs to return the camp, ma hands are shivering, I cant taste any salt in ma seat.. ma body is dehydrated, when I reached at the camp all of them were taking rest, I just seated on ma box and poured some water to ma mouth, I thought there was a block between ma thoat and stomach.
This was the first day, I was bit confused , can I quit today, I just said myself..no..not this time.. if I quit today I will do the same for every test in ma life, so I have to stick with this..
Days passed, there was no improvement, I don’t know why, all these days I didn’t get proper food in day time, I just depended on water,
Hours changed to days, days changed to months, but I was not changed…
One night
Trainer: Hey Dhanil
Me: Hi Sir, Good Evening sir
Trainer: How was your training, ?
Me: Yah, It’s cool Sir, but am the last one every day, But am not so bad sir,
Trainer: yah I know, You are not bad, Do u know one thing, if your mind is not working, and your brain is not working or you are bit confused or you have some great pain in your heart or if you want to take some hard decisions in youe life, just wear your track suit and boot and run, not from to life but to the lives, definitely you will get the answer.

And you know one more thing, all of them in this company don’t possess what you have in you, can you tell me what that was?
Me: No
Trainer: all of them are running to the hill top is for getting food and water, But you don’t expect anything for what you have done, if they don’t get anything they won’t do anything, this is the curse of our force, But I know there will be some like you, that’s the only reason why our country is still moving in each day, so don’t worry about first and last positions, just do your duty, you are different, you are changed , you will get a delicious food tomorrow, especially for you…

On that day I didn’t sleep, I just thought about the delicious dishes … HmmmmI forgot the taste of salt, pepper, sugar…

Get up Get Up… There was a shouting … Get ready in 3 minutes…It was about 3.00 Am morning

Trainer: Okay, we have a long running today, about 12 KM, we have to reach the other side of hill ,and climb the second hill, on the destination you can see a flag, one of you have to take it and returned to the camp, and there wont be any food or water on the top, okey okey tie your shoes and get read gooooo.. He whistled…
I just start running normally, after 6 KM I found some of ma fellow mates stting on the road, after 8 KM some were talking and walking along the road, after 10 KM, some was lying on the ground, after 11 KM I saw it, none has touched it, the flag is swinging in the wind, I just sprinted to the destination, I thought am loosing ma breathes, but I didn’t stop, run run… and at last I just fall on the ground, and I took the flag in ma hands, then I thought about the delicious food , where is it?

After taking some steps I found a beautiful river, I removed ma shoes and kneel on the water, and poured some in ma mouth wowww… it’s so sweet, after sometimes I looked at ma face in the water, oh my god… there was no fatty cheeks, eyes were rolled in, and then I looked at ma thighs, calf’s, and bellies …woow they were strong..

I just placed the flag on ma back and ran back t the camp immediately, on that day I ddnt feel anything, I was not tired, I got good breath control, and I ddint feel any locks in ma muscles, when I reached there every one was waiting for me, this time the didn’t giggled, whispered, but they just clapped ,

May be these word were coming from ma heart or may be it was from the alcohol in ma belly, and am so sorry for every grammatical mistakes happened in this story, Thanks for reading ma story and this is Mr.Dhanil Das, Sigining Off 

She

So my life is going great.. and fine.. actually enjoying ma bacheor life with ma intimate friends
and family....

if you are riding in bike, or in your personal car you would be missing most important opportunity
to observe the life of others...

Greeto, I dont know what should i call him, a friend, brother, philosopher, sometimes I felt that he is an mirror image of mine, but sometimes an inverted image of mine, Sometimes he act like a brave man, Sometimes a coward who can’t tell his love to his love. I didn’t give a place in my heart for him, but he just take some portion from there. He would be surprised if he read this story completely

@ Nehru Park 4.50 PM
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It's our new place for hunting (Vaynottam).

He took a pen and write these lines in his diary

"Isn't it unfair of the windows to punish the breeze that carries the fragrance of sandalwood?

Is silence the reply of the eyes to my question of love?

My love, it would just take a moment to express my love


But to actually prove it, I need a lifetime"

I just started ma mission in that time, and he was busy with his new poem. After some minutes the park was filled with lot of girls and boys.
we were sitting far away from the crowd, since it's better place for our mission. After minutes i found a group of nuns standing near the road, actually they can see us.
After some seconds Greeto finished his poem and joined with ma mission, and we started talking about the girls around there

Greeto: MMM, Look at yaar, She is an Angel.. Look at her eyes, it's Shining Na ?

me: Yes Buddy mmm, Look at the green one, She is looking at me, what if she going to say, if i asked to go for a dinner?

Greeto: Hmmm, My entire life is hanging by the edges of your eyes?
Me : mmm, Enough.

Like this... we spend 30 mts there.

now my eyes were deflected by a Nun, she was waving her hand at us,

I just kicked Greeto's leg, and said she is calling there..

Greeto: Can we just escape.
me: No, just come, I think she wants to talk with us

we just walked near to her

Me: Hi sister,

nun: Hi,am Mary, I just want to tell a story about girl, if you are intrested

me, Greeto: mmm, actually we were bit confused..
nun: I kow what you were doing there.. and you have to listen this, otherwise you cant understand what my children were thinking...

Me: what, what you are talking about ?

Mary: Just be calm

Greeto: Okey we are ready to hear you.

Nun: okey, we are from Pope Paul Mercy Home, and these boys and girls are (with uniform) are my childeren, some of them are mentally retarded, some of them don’t have ability to talk, hear, and can you see a girl who covered her face and sitting behind your bench?

me: Missed her.

Greeto: Yah,

Mary: can you just observe her?

me: Okey, Now i can see her long beautiful hands were shivering... what’s happening to her .. and she was wiping her face with towel.. and she repeaded again and again i cant understand her problem, she is crying.. wiping her face.. again crying, I said

Mary: Her name is Nima, her father burnt her face before 1 year, and she just loose her mind and eyes.
she was so beautiful, and i know why his father did it to her, But i can’t tell it now.
one year....one year i didn’t see any emotions from her side, now i see something, may be your words hurt her a lot. Am so sorry to tell like this, but you both have to help me, you know one thing these kids don’t like these type of public place, heights, water... that’s why i bring them here. I want to tell the world that they have words, they have voice, they have emotions, and i want to show the people that they exists.

Do you know, i have a dream, i just want to take each of these Children to the top of the Everest, and want to hear what they are saying there, and want to feel what they are feeling now and want to hug them with love and pride, I just dont wan to pull them in to the dark room.

can you help me? please ??

me : am just little bit puzzled, confused.. I just looked at Mary's eyes..

At that time Greeto take two steps back and looked at me, I know what he was thinking at that time.
He just ran away from the scene and stopped near Nima, and Sat nearer to her..

Nima: Sister am i Beautiful???

Greeto: Yes you are,

"You and you alone, are the seven colored one,

You and you alone, are the one who fills my mind with all the colors

My shadow/soul, seven colored one, one who fills my mind with colors

You are something beautiful, why are you so distant?

Are you a dream or a figment of my needs? Oh seven colored one!

This time at least, Tell me where this wild wind is going stop a while

' Your eyes touched me so, that there were delicate drops flickering

My heart realized/felt it"


The words was just flowing from his mouth, and he touched her cheeck I can see some tears from Greeto's eyes. I cant hear what they were talking now, But I can read it from her face, she was so happy, and my Buddy too

me: isn’t it beautiful sister? I just turned ma head, i didn’t see her there.. where she was gone ? I just asked myself, after some time i found her, she was carrying a girl to slide on a slider,

me: Hi Sister,

Mary: Hi,

Me: Thank u, Thank you for everything, You have just opened our minds and eyes.

Mary: me, How ? I dont know you ?? why you are thanking me ?

me: what?? you just told a story, and we were there..and you just showed us Nima?

Mary: How did you know her? please don’t disturb her? she is... I cant tell it.. Please it's none of your business

I just called Greeto and described everything to him, and he was shocked and didnt shut his mouht for minutes

me: whats happening ? maybe she was acting like that, to avoid our presence,

Greeto: no, she won’t lie

me: Hmm, may be some hallucination ?

Greeto: no, bcoz we both saw her, feel her..

me: maybe she is real mother Mary? maybe she want to tell her message through our mouth, maybe she cares Nima most, maybe she is caring us special to spread her message, maybe she just want to take all these children to the Everest, world’s top place to see the whole world.

Greeto: Look at this...

Now Greeo is pointing at a statue, mother Mary raising a baby in air in her hand...

Greeto Looks speechless now, we just walked out slowly from there, and didn’t talk anything more..

we just turn back our heads, Nima Looks Happy now, and the sister is busy with playing with kids, Suddenly she just raised a kid in air, and looked at us and winked, we could hear her voice now " I want to raise these Kids", "I want to show this world that these Kids exists", "They have a voice in the world", “ this little world is existing for them too “

we just walked to our home, may be this is a story of two mad minds, hallucinated minds or may be something exists that we don't believe today.

Thank You 