Train Journey

The only thing in ma hand is ma own story, once upon a time there was lived a blind man. He lived by making and repairing watch and clock. He had a son who joined in army, but after months he died. But the blind man refused to accept his son’s death. He then created a large clock, its hands moved in anticlockwise direction, he believed that the clock would bring the time back, and he would his son back to his life……….. .
Date: 9/07/2011
Time: 12:00 Am
It was a beautiful day in our life, our means 605 persons; it was our passing out day after 9 months of vigorous training. Ma friends and I were in some alcoholic mood, and now we were back to home along train. In these 9 months I didn’t see a single female figure. So we were so thirst to see our opposite sex. We all divided into some small groups and booked compartments in the train to watch and talk with them closely.
And now I chose one compartment and searched it closely to get a cute one, but I disappointed, none was there. So I stand near to the door, and watched the clouds are moving here and there and it covered the moon also, it started rain. The train reached in a station I didn’t remember the station. I sat on ma seat, and took some sleep, after a jerking I woke up from dream; I saw cute girl was sitting in front of me. She was wearing blue sari, thought that she got it from sky, and eyes are lined with black ink, I thought the lips were filled with honey, at that moment I can’t control ma emotions, there was none in the compartment, ma hands …… I didn’t know what I had done, but it was like an electric shock to me when I touched her. But the other thing which shocked me was that she didn’t react to ma action, I just controlled ma emotions and recovered from alcoholic mind, after some time I offered her coffee but she refused it, and I saw tear drops fall from her eyes.
Time 1:00 Am
I wanted to know everything about her, I decided, but how ? It was ma hobby to find the secrets of ma all friends and unknown persons, so I decided to observe carefully.
Hp laptop: yah she is working in some IT related field,
No ring: she is unmarried,
Marks on nose: wearing glass, so she is in IT field (not sure)
At that moment I found her Bluetooth is on, so I got a direct way to her thoughts, so I hacked her phone, firstly I checked the whole messages, there were a lot of forward messages, and wishes from her friends, and I noticed a special message from her friend “ANN” it was like that, “Hey don’t worry yaar, you will be okay, am praying to god that the result should be negative”. What did it mean, result may be examination result, no no no no result should be negative. I checked the other messages of “ANN”, I got another one “I wish if I were there you wouldn’t injected with that syringe “.What does it mean? I just gambled and searched her web browser history I found these results…..
Elisa test,
After AIDS,
Medicine for AIDS,
Life after AIDS, a lot of search about AIDS, but I concluded she is not ready to surrender her life before AIDS, I could see it through her search strings. I just close the application and looked at her, she was looking outside through the window, I think she is searching the clock that the blind man built, so that she can bring her time back, she wanted to go back to her past…….
I checked message----- hacked------ touched----- entered into train--- Elisa test--- inject with syringe —blood bank----- software job---- Bangalore---- college---- school---- home---- with her mother father and brother…. .
I don’t know what should I say to her, what should I say? Ma station is approaching, oh god I don’t have words to say. I just searched her again with ma eyes, yah I got her name “Maya”, I said hi Maya, am Dhanil das, so sorry for touching you without permission, and you are so beautiful, I know you have something (a black shadow) on your face, don’t worry yaaar after a heavy rain the sky will become again bright and blue, take care bye.
In this time I found ma eyes were showering rain, I didn’t look back, I just ran from there, and ma friends were waiting for me there, I thought just need one more drink to balance ma mind…….. .